Pengajaran

Mulanya aku sekadar nak komen sepatah dua je kat blog Mcbudu tapi sebab dah teremo tulis panjang lebar aku terpaksa balik rumah sendiri..

Mulanya bila si Yin dijumpa, aku tumpang gembira. Lalu aku terharu dgn kebaikan pasangan myanmar tu. Tapi bila pelbagai pihak mula berteori dan berspekulasi ttg motif couple myanmar ni, perasaan terharu aku mula goyah. Aku sebenarnya sgt berharap yg mereka ini benar-benar innocent, ataupun mmg benar yg mrk ini butahurup, tak tau berita semasa dsbnya.

Sebenarnya aku sgt anti pada ibubapa yg tidak ambil berat kpd pergerakan anaknya..Kasihsayang tidak hanya dipapar dgn kata-kata bila anak itu lenyap dr mata...ia harus ditunjukkan sepanjang masa dgn memantaunya.,esp kalau dah tau budak tu hyperactive...

Bila teringat si yin ni nak melintas jalan...teringat kisah aku masa nak pekena teh tarik, sup kambing jam 11 mlm di dpn kompleks wilayah suatu ketika dulu. Aku pernah pekik kpd sepasang lakibini yg melepaskan anak kecil (berusia 2-3 tahun gamaknya) di atas bahu jalan. Yang si bapa menuju ke pintu drebar, yang si bini masih berlenggang di belakang sambil makan kudap-kudap dgn mata pandang kat aku dan kenkawan (apa ke he nye?..hensem sgt ke kitorang?) Tiba-tiba si anak kecil tu turun meluru ke atas jalanraya yg masa tu kereta-kereta berdesup-desup..(malam minggu kereta byk dan laju2). Secara tak sedar aku terus pekik...HOiiiiii. Nasib baik si bapa dapat menyambar budak tu..kalau tidak..tak tau nak kata apa. Bengang sungguh aku kat couple yg 'bingai' tu...

Berbalik kepada kisah Yin ni, pada aku ada hikmah dan pengajarannya. Pertama utk menyedarkan rakyat malaysia supaya memberi perhatian kpd anak-anak. Kalau budak kecik pun kita biar lepas bebas tak ambik peduli, bayangkan kalau budak tu dah remaja dewasa.. tak mustahil kah mereka ni jadi mat lepak yg bergantayangan di depan kompleks sogo, kompleks pertama tu? kalau tidak pun menjadi mat rempit, mat pit, bohjan dan sewaktu dgnnya. Kedua utk menginsafkan....utk kita mengenal diri dan bumi ini adalah pinjaman, kehidupan ini adalah sementara, tak kira malaysia kah kita, myanmar kah mereka....hanya amal yg menentukannya.

Kira ok

Aku ni susah nak minat lagu bebudak AF..tapi yg ni kira ok walaupun baru first time dengar... videoclipnya menarik dan agak touching, mengisahkan seorang gadis yg masih hidup dan pasangannya yg telah kembali menghadap Ilahi.



Kalu tambah usaha lagi, budak Kaer ni boleh pergi jauh, walaupun kurang aura tapi nampak ada kelas sikit.

Bonjour

Bonjour.....bukan banjor. Hujung minggu ni aku perasan berada di Paris. OK la, kalau jalan2 nak makan roti, atau nak tengok puak2 Napoleon Bonaparte yg perasan.

awek2 kurun ke 16 ....

nampak cam seram pulak..

dari tirai kamar

pagi yg hening

petunia..hos pembiakan virus cili

pohon conifer byk di tepi jalan....... au revoir

Come what may

I cant remember how many times I 've been congratulated in life. The first ever 'congratulation' I got was from my late 'opahcik' (a younger sister of my late grandma) when I was 12 yrs old. She uttered the word Tahniah to me when I got the offer to study in one of the residential schools in the country. This opahcik was org bandar, uptodate and quite a classy granny though..... I'm sorry for her, I wasnt up to the standard since I didnt end up with flying colors, instead having to cope with all kinds of miseries these days.

The most recent congratulation I got was from Pakyob (bro Harith Faruqi) while on our way to the mosque last Friday prayer .. It was a 'congratulation in advance' actually, for something I never dream of, a promotion...haha. Promotion?..mmm...Not sure whether I'm under or over qualified ..coz my application submitted thru my superior weeks ago for recommendations, left untouched and the closing date is due soon. I'm not sure i'll be called for the borak-borak session.

Unlike pak yob, I still havent got that socalled 'special increment' yet which I have already put my hope down the drain for that..

when there are sacrifices, there are lot of things left unkempt..

neglected...once eden now jungle...

Well, eventhough all my efforts and sacrifices have not been appreciated, I always remind myself not to be disapointed, frustrated, downhearted, whatsoever. Imanuel Kannt a german philosopher once said : 'the drama of this life is not complete, there must be a second scene to it, for we see the tyrant and his victims without seeing justice being executed. We see the conqueror and the subjugated, without the latter finding any revenge. Therefore there must be another world, where justice will be carried out.'

So, if I were to choose between having status in society with plentiful money and having a happy, radiant smiling self., I would choose the latter. For what is great wealth if it begets misery? What is high position if it comes with constant gloominess. It's always lonely at the top actually...kinda sour grape huh.

For whatever negative outcomes coming my way plus work piles up...I would avoid the feeling of being depressed or overly stressed. I have to repel boredom by doing more works. Come more works please and I will smile to the world and be kind to others eventhough they're inconsiderate, heartless, ruthless whatever.
Yeah, be kind to others so that comfort comes to your heart.

To me, life has to go on and I must accept it as it is. I must contemplate and thankful for everything I have. When I feel down, I would tell myself to look at those less fortunate ppl around. To me and my less fortunate friends, there's nothing to be sad of, coz this is not the only life. But, are we well prepared for the next life?

Nota kaki: Once in awhile I would post in english as my command in the language is getting hancus and hancusss if it's seldom used....in other words I'm getting dumber and dumber...mmm.. nak wat camno...

Le Blasson

syikin...a short-haired, slim, quite an attractive humanbeing. I met her once and I was really impressed with her warmth plus clever conversation she shared with me... from certain angles she's a lil funny..and looks cute too. With her as company I wouldnt mind having expensive supper at Le Blasson.

azarina...though I've talked to her a couple of times, I never met this konon baguss person,. but to sum up..I would never wish to meet this very unprofessional human being...she's already ugly in my head....with her around I would surely feel like throwing up..and Le Blasson's certainly not in my list.